#75. ranting is the new black.

i am so freakingly bored shitless. i mean seriously, i havent done HALF the things i thought id be doing after the stupid finals, which was God knows how freakingly long ago. i havent met up with my primary bestie for a long gossip session. i havent gone shopping (or out, for that matter) with yeejiaern eventhough ive known her since we were in f1. i havent (cant) get a job. ive basically lead an unproductive boring life for the past few weeks (months?). i mean, SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. i always feel like out, yet i never do. i dont give a flying fuck, next week i have to be out. i have to fucking be out of here.

and i still have to go to sch tmr. today. whatever. cos of the bloody mother puki PRINTER PPL. if u somehow happen to chance across this pathetic excuse of a blog, FUCK YOU OKAY. mother puki make me come to school today for nuts. brains in your scrotum. ISH. seriously i was so annoyed. sch is unofficially over, so eventhough we were sposed to be in sch anyway, noone goes. so since the sch magazine was sposed to be in sch today, managed to get a few other friends to come along. yeah. and so we waited the whole fucking day plus ot and for wht, assholes. their excuse being that the delivery people, whoever they are, arent back from their morning errand yet. i mean, HELLO WE WAITED THERE TILL 2 PLUS. the number of hours between MORNING and 2pm is alot, in case u havent noticed. so yeah. have to go to school again tmr cos of tht. yes, i admit i wont be doing anything productiive at home but i like to sleep okay. sleep is good for the soul. and this is taking the soulfulness away from me. damn you.

and ive got tuition. during the hols. intensive revision for my f4 chem and phys cos i did so badly. yeah, dads asking me to take it. dont blame him, seriously. if i had a kid who had my grades, well. yeah. and i guess, since im trying to console myself, that next year it'll be less stressful for me since id rmber the stuff i studied.

you know what, when all else fails, there's only one thing left to do: play pokemon.