#26. cos you dont know how i feel.

so if you don't know nuts, shutthefuckup. first things first, i should apologise. there prolly are many people i should be saying sorry too. but you know. only to those that are worth it. today, not a very good day. had its ups and downs la. slept late the night before to apparently finish my homework. yeah whatever. and until tonight it isnt done. came to school feeling tired and no mood-ish, the typical i-didn't-get-enough-sleep attitude. classes went by in a blur. i seriously wonder why i bother coming to school. its not like i learn anything. a total waste of my time. the teachers aren't interesting enough for the partially ADD me. so most of the time i just sleep or stare out the window, waving at people. i havent done my bm work since... i dont know. i dont know where most of my bm books are, i just finished my bio peka from march, theres addmaths work from 2 chapters ago that i still haven't done, english since feb, mod maths since i got the stupid workbook, physics , chem since forever. the only subject that actually gets most of my attention. like, 80% give or take, is sej. what a subject to actually pay attention to right. its just cos pn er is teaching. if she wasn't teaching, i dont think i'll ever look at the tbook. and after she teaches, she comes to our place and talks to us. hahahaaaa. about anything. (: thats the best part.
so yes, school finally ended with the majority of my class memorizing the stupid nilai and definisi crap for nuts. met mun in school, she was wearing a jason mraz tee. cute la. had lunch, met up with tongkeat the PIG and his 2 friends. then. stoned. went to change into shorts, and there was this group of indian girls dancing in there okay. singing and dancing. uhh. riiight. waited there with zing and mun, for a vball to miraculously appear out of nowhere. then chun chiar appeared and joined us. finally convinced zing to get off his lazy ass and find a vball. xD it was bloody hot, you could feel your skin burning. in the end went of to play setting with zing, my sifu. bwahahaha. i need loads of practice. played digging with my baby, yee jia ern and a huge group of others. heee. ended up sitting by the court, watching the guys play ball. jia ern and i had a nice talk. (:
after dinner, my aunty called my mom to say that my baby cousin, spilled some hot hot soup on her hands. dad left to take my cousin to the hospital. holy shit how did that happen? dad finally got back, i think around an hour plus later? told us she was fine. around 10, went to visit her. my cousin was like, totally fine. except for her hand looking like a really really really bad case of sunburn. she was sitting there, watching playhouse disney, and running here and there laughing when she saw my family and i. that girl is tireless. at least shes not some crybaby that complains. when she falls down, we laugh it off, so yeah. she doesnt cry very often. (: and so here i am, nowhere near to completing all my work. damn i just remembered that i have bm lisan. wonderful.

apologies to

someone, for making her think that i was mad at her. you know how i am la.
someone, for making him miss his lunch.
and someone, for doing something. which caused someone else to miss his lunch.
you know who you are la.

everyone's got issues.